thinking

with last sunday being our 1 year wedding anniversary i've been thinking a lot about everything we've been through. they say the 1st year is always the hardest, adjusting to life together. then add a pregnancy in the mix, makes things tough. but if that was the hardest, i am incredibly grateful.

i've never been more blessed before my husband and babe came along. i am so grateful for the lessons i've learned and the person i've become. but more than that, i'm grateful to have found someone that knows me so well and still loves me for who i am. i may have pushed too hard when we were dating, i wanted to make sure he'd be in it for good. i can't imagine living through 2 divorces.

matt is the most patient person i know. he committed to someone that was scared to take chances, someone that was afraid of taking that risk and doing it all again. he helped me feel hope, he helped me be strong and learn to trust. he let me work through my fears. and now we have built the life together that i always dreamed of. i can't help but know that the Lord's hand was in it completely. he knew matt would be the one to help me become the person i needed to be. i'm so grateful for that blessing.